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[almightythirst]

Hey there, stranger. Don't think I gotta explain the situation: you called, I didn't pick up. Leave me a message and maybe I'll get back to you.

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[almightythirst]

[ Jesse stares down at the message, breathing hard. He wants this conversation to be over. He wants Moira to be back. He wants Reaper to go back to being the uncomplicated villain he’d once been. He wants to see Reaper again like he had that night, without his mask and more human and complicated than ever. ]

I never would do what you wanted me to when you wanted me to.

[ If he becomes that much of a threat to the town, then... Jesse will consider it.

But not until then. Not while Reaper is in the throes of grief like this. ]

[no_reload]

[The answer doesn't surprise him. There are few things with McCree that actually do these days, and he's come to peace with that. Always expect McCree will take the hard road and resist doing what he's told if it comes with deadly choices.]

You never were a good student. Times haven't changed with that. Leave me alone then. I'll find my own way out if I need to.

[And he will. Death is one thing Reaper doesn't have to try hard to find in this place.]

[almightythirst]

[ Jesse has to swallow back a rising indignation at that declaration. Reaper will find his own way, will leave again on his own terms and damn whoever else is left to sift through the rubble. He's being impulsive, emotional...

Except Jesse knows he doesn't get to think that way, because he'd been the one to leave before the Fall. Everything that had happened since the day he left Blackwatch is, in part, on his shoulders. Including not standing by Reyes the last time his impulses and emotions had caused him his own personal chaos.

Jesse might mourn something he helped kill, but he doesn't deserve to feel angry about what the dead does after. Especially now, when Reaper is obviously in so much pain himself. He'd never admit it, but Jesse knows. Maybe that's what makes this all the more difficult. ]

You always were impossible to reason with once you had your mind set.

[no_reload]

That certainly won't change. Stay home. Don't put me in a position to hurt you.

[At this point, he might have it in him to stop himself. With Moira dead, now Angela gone, he couldn't risk losing McCree. The little asshole was all he had left.]

[almightythirst]

Thought hurting me was on your bucket list. If you tell me where you're at now, I'll even give you a free shot.

[ Not really, but it's the only last-ditch effort he can think of to get Reaper to give him something. Not that Jesse is feeling too confident that it'll work, but... he can't just stop. ]

[no_reload]

Not today. Maybe tomorrow. Stay home.

[There was no he was giving McCree a reason to follow him into the Dome.]

[almightythirst]

That better mean you're here tomorrow.

[no_reload]

Don't pretend you would be upset if I wasn't.

[almightythirst]

I'm not. Don't act like you know what I'm thinking.

[no_reload]

I don't have to. I can't recall the last time you had a real intelligent thought.