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[ There is a heaviness to the moment and she isn't sure if it's the emotion or exhaustion. With Deerington at their heels, it's unlikely their past won't somehow rear its ugly head. ]

I'll keep that in mind too. In the meantime don't do somethin' stupid like steal my bike again.

[ Ashe goes to smile, but instead she'd hit by a yawn and she brings her hand up to cover her mouth. ] Hmm. Excuse me.

[ Glancing outside she can make out the just slightly lighter colored sky. Had they been talkin' that long. It's reassuring that he'd stay on the feed for her. It reminded her of chatting with him until her head hit his shoulder and she fell asleep with him as her pillow. ] I think we've gone from it being way too late to way too early.

Money laundering, huh? Certainly not the worst thing Ashe has done. Hell, he’s done worse himself. So there’s no judgement on his face as he continues to sift through the papers, but he does somehow become more serious with every page turned. It’s not so much emotional as practical. This is the business side of Jesse McCree, the one that always seems to switch on when there’s shop to talk.

“So you’ve got the money, the credentials to cover your tracks…” He digs a cigarillo out of his pocket, rolling it between two fingers as he takes it all in.

“What’s the endgame, Ashe? You’ve laid down a good set of tracks here. Where d’you want ‘em to go?”

He thinks he knows, but he wants to hear her explain it. Never assume you know what people are thinking in the planning stages of a mission, even if it’s someone you know well as you know yourself. It only takes one misunderstanding to botch an entire setup.

Hey, no promises. It's a nice bike.

[ He chuckles and glances to the side himself. Yep. That's the sun alright, for better or worse. ]

Yeah, looks like it. Go wake up B.O.B. and tell him you need a few hours of shut-eye. And if he isn't feelin' up to holdin' the fort, he can give me a call.

Thought hurting me was on your bucket list. If you tell me where you're at now, I'll even give you a free shot.

[ Not really, but it's the only last-ditch effort he can think of to get Reaper to give him something. Not that Jesse is feeling too confident that it'll work, but... he can't just stop. ]

Not today. Maybe tomorrow. Stay home.

[There was no he was giving McCree a reason to follow him into the Dome.]

The look on his face is a evidence that the work she's showing is sound. She had always appreciated bringing the final pieces to him to look over, and it felt good to do it here again. She enjoyed Shades and his opinions, but Jesse had a unique way of working with her, she'd forgotten that.

When he brings up the endgame, a small smile forms on her lips, but there isn't any particular joy in her eyes. What was the endgame? Survival really. Time to get real, more real than she'd gotten with anyone here. Unhooking her legs she moves her chair in closer. "I know you've been occupying the upstairs bar as a bouncer since you arrived, but I don't know how much you know about everythin' that's happenin' down here. Jesse. These are bad people. Whatever went down in this town, it was ugly. Sure, we all know that the townsfolk ain't really trustworthy, but this runs deep and I've managed to get an in with some of the bad players because that's what I do."

There were multiple angles to her mission, but one that remained a focal point was the ugliness that had led to whatever happened in this town. "The way I see it, we can do this in one of two ways. If we slowly take over the worst parts of this place by workin' down the criminals, we may be able to over power them." But there was another thing, one that was really what made Ashe the powerful leader she was. "The other possibility is that just like us we are all fightin' for a common goal and workin' against each other. Month after month, fightin' until we got nothin' left. They pick us off, we pick them off." She gave him a pointed look. "See where I am goin' with this?" She didn't give a chance to reply before continuing. "The only way we are goin' to be able to work together is if someone starts workin' with them. I'm doin' that. Little by little, I'm growin' my power, our power, and creatin' a strong army. I'll find a way to make them see they would do best to work with us, and not against us."

There was another pause and she let out a small laugh. "And well, I would be lyin' if I said the idea of controllin' it all wasn't incredibly appealin' to me. I like people seein' things my way."

[ She narrows her eyes at him, but it lacks any seriousness, in fact she points two fingers at her own eyes before pointing them back at him.

Then she glances towards the door. It would be easier to sleep, the daytime typically had less demons. ]

Yeah, I think the sleepin' giant has had a long enough nap. I'll try and get some rest so I can attempt to be up by noon.

Hey. Make you sure you come back with some good follow up jokes. I may have won this round, but I am interested in allowin' you a rematch. There has to be some game you can win against me. Right now I'm two for two.

I'm sorry for bothering you, sir, but are you the Jesse McCree who knows Miss Ashe?

Hey there, I sure am. And who might you be?

[ This might just be the most polite salutation he's ever had. He doesn't know whether to be charmed, or highly suspicious. ]

Jesse lights the cigarillo as Ashe starts explaining. Once that’s done, then she has his full attention. He rests a hand on the top of the desk as he leans in to listen. If someone were to walk in just then, they’d be the perfect picture of two co-conspirators.

He shouldn’t be surprised that she’d gone straight for the criminal element, but it’s still unsettling just how involved she’s managed to get herself in such a short amount of time. He’d been aware of the Deerington underground, but had largely steered clear. He’d had to reason to engage. Now he’s thinking he should’ve paid more attention, if only to know just what it is that Ashe has gotten herself into.

“So you’re gonna get them ridin’ under your banner against the mayor, and whatever else is runnin’ this place.” It’s crazy. Foolhardy. Brilliant, in a twisted-morally-gray sort of way. That means it’s plenty familiar, too. Deadlock had done it. Blackwatch had done it, even if it had been for better reasons. Jesse leans back a little and turns his head to blow out a stream of smoke, expression pensive.

“This could work, or it could go south in a real bad way. What if they decide they don’t need a leader?” He looks back at her, brow furrowed with his frown. “And how deep into their dirty dealings are you gonna have to get to win ‘em over?”

[ A fair reaction, everyone should be suspicious of someone who says Miss Ashe. ]

My name's William Denrough. Everyone calls me Bill, though. Miss Ashe said that you might be able to help teach me how to use a gun.

Did she now? Mighty kind of her to put in a good word.

You ever shot a gun before, Bill?

[ This might be some kind of really weird trap, but he'll roll with it anyway. Not like he has anything better to do today. And best-case scenario? This is actually someone he can help. ]

Just a BB gun, sir. My aim's not very good, though.

Ashe stands up and walks over to lean against one clear glass wall that overlooks the warehouse floor. Hundreds of crates, were lined up and several locals were working hard to get things unpacked and moved around. She is quiet for a moment, lost in thought over it all. “I brought the other gangs together back home, by convincin’ them that listenin’ to me would be beneficial. I still let them do their own thing and they only answer to me when they cross the lines of our agreements. I am just usin’ the same strategies here, and so far it’s workin’. You don’t think they just handed me over one of their offices do you? I earned it.”

This had mostly happened while he’d been gone, as usual she seemed to lose some of her senses without his balance. This was something she knew, but as she turns her head to look back at him, it’s clear she is well aware she’s walking through dangerous territory. It was like being surrounded by snakes and she wasn’t sure which ones were poisonous. She ran a high risk of being bitten and she briefly wonders if the look on his face is concern or disapproval.

“How deep am I goin’ to go? I guess I’m sort of livin’ on the edge with that one.” Walking back towards her desk she comes in close, before reaching out for his cigarillo. It had been awhile since she’d smoked his brand. “This is what I do. I’m the bad guy right? Who better to navigate all this than me?” She didn’t sound so sure. The months of mind games in Deerington, as well as whatever she and Jesse were doing had challenged her typical way of thinking. She’d always been so sure of her place in the world back home. Here, she’d lost some of certainty. “Maybe I’m playin’ with fire, but if I’m successful the rewards will be bountiful.” For everyone involved. “Besides, I like playin’ with fire. Never could seem to do things the easy way.”

Nobody's aim is good to start. We'll get you hitting bullseyes in no time.

You know where Clarke Acres is? I have practice range out behind my house. Come on over and we'll get you started.

Ashe is right. She has done this before, and to great success. But how often does lightning strike twice?

Watching her silhouette as she looks out over the warehouse, Jesse knows that if anyone could make it happen, it’s Ashe. Ruthless, smart as a whip and with just as sharp of a sting when she lashes out—she’s a born leader, and a self-made one despite having had the means to just buy whatever she needed. Fleetingly, he wonders what she would have been if she hadn’t stayed with Deadlock. If she’d been recruited for Blackwatch with him, or left with him when he’d come to see her after going solo.

But he’s also aware that, despite the criminal element of her plan, it’s the most proactive attempt at rebellion he’s seen anyone dare try in Deerington. Her intentions are good, even if the means she’s using to that end aren’t. But at the end of the day, he’s less worried about her being villainous, and more concerned with her getting burned by the fire of her own ambition.

And he hasn’t forgotten what she’d said in the bar that night either. Right before she’d run out. Whatever he’d thought about Ashe before, the good or the badness of her—the truth is so much more complicated than that.

He hands over the cigarillo without complaint, humming his assent with a wry smile.

“Don’t think you could do things the easy way even if you tried. You always find the rockiest, most godforsaken path and walk right down it.”

But he can hear it—the hesitation in her voice. Or if not hesitation, uncertainty. For all her talk and bluster, maybe she’s not so sure about the plan. About herself. It gives him hope, somehow, seeing her not going into this blindly.

“You really think you’re a bad guy, though? Because the way I see it, you’re workin’ with what you know to try and do somethin’ good for everyone here.” He seeks out her gaze through the haze of cigarillo smoke with his own.

“Just hope you’re bein' careful enough. Settin’ boundaries for yourself and makin' contingency plans, and all that.”

Most of those who were in power and wealth, had it because they'd been born with that silver spoon in their mouth. Ashe may have been more accommodating if she'd had love and support, but maybe not. There wasn't anything she could change about what she'd been born into, but she'd spit out that spoon and run away with him because she cared so much more about what he had to offer with nothing than all the wealth in the world.

She takes a deep drag from the cigarillo, pulling the smoke into her mouth and letting it linger for a moment while she dared to remember what he'd tasted like at the party. "No, I'm stubborn as a mule and twice as ornery. And what can I say, I like a challenge and a little danger makes the success of it all that much more rewardin'. " The easy way had always bored her and a life of crime was definitely filled with its thrills. There were other avenues that she could explore, but no desk job would have ever satisfied her. The only issue here was that Deerington didn't play by the normal rules and so she was navigating uncharted territory. As of yet, it hadn't thrown a challenge at her that she couldn't handle, but it seemed to be trying.

Especially when it came to Jesse.

She meets his gaze, and thoughts of the work and the warehouse slip away for a moment, while he considers him. She takes another drag from the cigarillo before handing it back. "I'm bein' careful, careful as I can. Doin' my best to get out of each situation with minimal damage, for everyone involved. It ain't my goal to hurt people." She just didn't always care or think much about the impact her choices and business matters had on others. If she came out on top, that just meant she'd managed to not be the one hurt. "Maybe that means I'm more than just your average bad guy or villain. But I certainly ain't the good guy."

She was struggling to break the gaze, didn't even want to look away. There is a real softness to his eyes and she's drawn to it. "What is you're always sayin'? Maybe I'm not good, maybe I'm not bad, but I certainly ain't ugly? Didn't you use to say somethin' like that?"

Jesse isn’t sure she is being careful as she can. Maybe she thinks she is, if only because she’s not paying attention to the dangers of compromising what moral compass she might have left for this enterprise. And she does have a moral compass, of a kind. Like his, it doesn’t always point due north, but it’s there just the same.

“You remember that?” He laughs, eyes crinkling at the corners along well-worn lines. He glances away, only for his eyes to be drawn right back to her. “I still say it. Guess I can let you borrow it too, if you want. Gotta pay me royalties though.”

No doubting if it applies to her, because it so obviously does. He takes a drag of his cigarillo and catches a glimpse of red on it from her lipstick, and in a moment his thoughts are back at the party. Her lips on his. Her lipstick left on his skin like a brand. He clears his throat and tilts his head away, with the (perfectly valid) excuse of not blowing his smoke out in her face.

“You’ve got good and bad in you, same as anyone. But when you do one, you go farther than most would. Just…don’t let this place change you into somebody you don’t want to be.”

Is that what had happened with Deadlock? Had she started out with good intentions, and gotten lost along the way? Or had it been a purposeful downhill spiral? Does she regret it or not? When he turns back to her, there’s something searching in his gaze. A question he doesn’t know how to ask.

"Royalties, huh?" She laughed at the notion and shook her head. "If anyone owes royalties, it's you to Clint Eastwood. You practically stole the man's style, God rest his soul." Her tone was light and playful. It was so easy to feel relaxed around him when their friendly banter was going on.

It's less easy to talk to him about the heaviness of the enterprise she was creating. Not because she didn't want to talk to him about it, but because there was worry on both their ends. Crime was always a balancing act and falling off the high wire could have nasty consequences. She was trying to stay safe, but it was difficult.

She swallowed roughly as she voices the concern about her changing. This place was changing her, though maybe not for the worst. Deeringon was regularly forcing her to question all the things she had held herself too. Catching his gaze again, she finds herself making mental notes about his features. Her own thoughts returned constantly to that night at the party, but she would have guessed that she was the only one thinking about it.

"Too late for that." She looks down, finding a one manicured nail that was in need of care suddenly deeply interesting. "I think I'm already not the same woman I was six months ago. Hell, I would have laughed in their face if anyone had suggested we'd be workin' together again. Y'know right around the time you left, the boys would say they wished you were back just to reign me in. I broke a nose or two over that. But if what they were saying was true, well...I guess I need you down here in the thick of it with me, makin' sure I don't get in over my head." The truth was, for the first time in years, she actually felt like herself. When she looks back up at him, she catches the look in his eyes that suggests he is leaving something unsaid. She feels a warmth spread over her cheeks as she watches him intently.

"C'mon cowboy, just say what's on your mind."

You think? It'd be real swell if that's true.

That's the part of town with all the creepy corn fields, right?

Sure is. Just don't go wandering off and you'll be fine.

I'm at 1434 Gatlin. Just holler before you come knocking so I can get a few things ready.

“I’m not rippin’ him off, I’m honorin’ his memory. Besides, sure there were plenty of cowboys who dressed up the same before he even got into movies. The crew got inspired from somewhere.”

He’s put thought into this, obviously, and it’s not often anyone actually puts up with his long, rambling talks about old Westerns and the finer points of cowboy culture. But seeing as there’s more important topics on the table, he manages to keep from elaborating, focusing instead on Ashe.

The boys would say they wished you were back just to reign me in. He schools his face, hoping the little twinge in his chest doesn’t translate to an outward expression. Had he been missed? He’d wondered sometimes, feeling self-centered and a little bit maudlin about it. He’d not been close to anyone like he’d been close with Ashe, but he’d had friends. They’d been in it together. How much of that old gang was even still around these days, not killed off, scared off, or arrested?

Again, off-topic. He feels the truth of what she’s saying without even having to consider it: she doesn’t need him to be successful, but she might just need him to stay alive long enough to reap the rewards. As for whether he’s willing to do that… well, he doesn’t have to consider that either. Looking into those ruby-toned eyes, he knows the answer.

Say what’s on his mind? Hell, does he even know? Does he want to ask a question, or make her a promise, or say something he shouldn’t? Like how pretty she is when she blushes, the warmth of her cheeks offsetting her eyes…?

No. None of that, obviously. He swallows hard, his mouth suddenly dry.

“You hungry?”

Maybe I'm just lettin' you win, so you'll get too comfortable and I can swing in on the next big bet. It's called strategy.

[ Obviously false, but he is indeed confident he'll win again soon. They never could one-up each other for long before the other came back swinging. ]

Get some rest. And text me when you're up.

That better mean you're here tomorrow.

I always had more sense than that, even as a kid Ashe was a force to be reckoned with

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